I have kept my crazy station for a long time. I need be normal. There is a saying that the time can cure anything that is damaged. But what about if it's broken? I denied to face it.

 

One day, somebody told me that I maybe be depressed. I'm sick. I finally come to realizing that I should let time cure myself. I always beat myself up for no reason. It's proved that being alone can drive you crazy, especially when you locked yourself up. There is no way to escape out of this station.

 

I have to hand on my paper before tomorrow. I let myself missed for almost two days. I thought that I can clear my thoughts up. But it's proved that I was wrong.

 

No revolution in almost two years, even four years. It's a shame for me to mention it. I can survive. Wow wow wow.